Barrel Magic

Canto 33

 

1

“We no longer consider a person to be property

as in the past when slavery was our custom.”

I've reported our troubles to you and my crinkly voice
grinds from only this throat only one larynx
like a box organ wound tight
like chattering in our park
my reports flitter from these park benches
waver through the air on these black wires to you

when will you answer this

now that your father's dead

and your father's dead

 

Put your teeth in baby, I’m gonna give you somethin
          To chew on baby, I’m gonna give you somethin’ tasty

 

 

2

“The US Supreme Court has extended the rights of personhood

to corporations where certain necessities of speech occur.”

grief not all it’s cracked up to be
                                       my balls ache
probably the universe chugging
me and dipping my big toe
into a black hole
                             but I digress


father in heaven have I sinned against thee

father in heaven forgive me
I need your help to hand me to lower hell
father in heaven forgive me
forgetting your face shines in mine
my nose larger than a frankfurter
my hands twisting my middle
finger poking my stomach     stretching my knees bowing
father passed but not past
still living in me             rosy spots
brown stains on my ankles
                   crusts on my lips
eyes running
          vision narrowing
watching your flat screen
watching your Red Sox
remembering your girlfriend
remembering your vases
made from Quaker Oats’ cartons
your pencil holders made from ‘der ders
borderless heaven spread across the sky
home to flies and gnats and gods
tightening the belt
                   watching the budget


how did you get to Jerusalem
                             in one night?
staph A in the lungs      in the blood
the machine dripping opiate
dialed up and up
your oxygen pulsed up and up

I held your hand
I prayed to God
I knelt against your bed
your eyes above the plastic mask
stirred somewhat

Naomi prayed beside you

 

ein sof absorbs us all
now and always
before and after
rocks dirt and worms
moon
                   sun
          sparks
grease                           guts
                   stars
sludge                 land
dough         crawfish     bass
                   and crabs
through and through
the bells ring to wake us
the bells ring to send us
love our fleshless songs
shades sing beats ring
          from sass
                   and glances
love us deep in the bucket
          of our sorrow
if ever thou thy dear father loved
          the love of tenors
old songs   tomatoes in Aunt Cora’s patch
clowns drawn on envelopes
you were a giant on the earth
trudging out to be a messenger
wading out into the Indian River
to hook trout redfish and blues
singing loudly
singing loudly
purging yourself of any greed
          yet critical
critical and angry
          unwilling to surrender
“widow and orphan and tramp
protect them
          protect them”
then rest rest

 

Put your teeth in baby, I’m gonna give you somethin
          To chew on baby, I’m gonna give you somethin’ tasty

 

 

3

“Therefore, corporations being persons should not be

considered property rightfully held by stock holders.”

I had to come back again to look at him
I missed so much
his nose had shifted aside as though the mortician
decided this early in his death
his nostrils should focus right not straight ahead

I counted his fingers
how thin they had become
how sallow the skin over his hands
except the bruises on top where phlebotomists had searched
for one good vein and imposed their own stigmata

 

I saw your face as if for the first time


his round globelike forehead gleamed
and some rough hairs ran back combed to lie
closer to his scalp

 

your eyes are closed

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